I´ve overcome the pain of loosing the semifinal

Well, it took a while, but come on, it really was hard to loose in this way against Italy. But now I think I am over it and able to blog again. Especially as I got a hint last week, that I haven´t been blogging for ages:). It really was long and there would be many things to tell and nothing to tell, because I don´t know where to start. There have been many situations and things in the last months, which I wanted to blog, if I just had internet at that moment. Well I think I just go on with it now.

And as I moved to Munich since the beginning of October, I want to write about Munich. I really love this city and I love my flat. And my two best friends, who are living with me, which is soooooooo great. It was always our dream, since we where littel and now it has come true, yeah.I really enjoy living here so much, that it soemtimes seems like a dream and not real, but it is, I have to tell myself this every now and then.

THE END OF A DREAM

It´s actually silly, but since Germany lost last night, I am really sad. In the beginning I never thought, that we´d make the first round, but after we beat Argentina I exspected everything. I think I was more excited about soccer than ever before.

And then after 118 minutes of being excited, clapping, screaming, trembling, waving the flag the one really good goal of the Italian team destroyed the beautiful dream. This was sooo sad and then, even worse, to see all those soccer players cry after running behind the ball for 2hours.

This emptiness that sorounds a real fan is terrible, I can tell. After 3 weeks just caring about soccer, it´s hard to find new tasks again. The German team became my friends, they seemed to be realy close to me and now they are gone, how can this be?

Yeah, summer is back!!!! - and all the World comes together for Worldcup in Germany

I am sooooo happy and I got all my energy back: On Wednesday the sun was shining pretty much, still a little bit cold though, yesterday it totally smelled like summer, but a little bit cloudy. TODAY: It is really warm, smells like summer and sun does a good job, so cool. Within these 3 days I managed to do more reading and stuff than all that raindays together as I can sit on my beautiful balkony become brown and recieve some knowledge - great!!!

And summer made it back in time for the Soccer World Cup to start. Actually I am not a real fan of any German soccer club. But I am a fan of the German soccer club: die Deutsche Nationalmannschaft - I´ll chear for you guys!!! Well probably the only occassion I chear for Germany, but anyways, I hope we win.

I also have to confess my silliness towards all those soccer crazyness. Because actually I am annoied how much everything connected to the Worldcup sells and it´s mainly about making money and stuff. But anyhow I seem to have missed to do some picture collecting during my childhood. So I obvisually have to do it in my "some-time-after-childhood-but-close-to-childhood-phase" also called being a student. So me and my flatmate Sigrun started to collect those little sticker that come with the sweets like "duplo" or "hanuta" and then I also bought a sticker album, where those stickers go. Hopefully tonight, by watching the game, I´ll find some people to exchange those stickers we have twice?!

MAY 31st

Is it really May 31st, I don´t believe that, because it doesn´t feel like it at all. I am really really bummed, because the waether makes me nearly depressive. Since week just grey, if you look outside that window, this can´t be true. Do I really live in the South of Germany, where it should be around 25°C at this time of the year. MAybe somebody played me a really bad joke and moved me to Greenland, without me noticing, but why do I understand the language here?!

Or maybe it´s just a big big lie, that it is May already. And in reality it´s a week before Christmas, at least hat´s what the weather tells me. Oh man, then I have to hurry and get my Christmas presents ready, I haven´t one, yet.

Man, have we ever had snow in May? Two days ago the weather forecast said it´s gonna snow down to 700m - ahhhhhhhh, this allcan´t be true.

But then I remember a few weeks ago, there was a week, that I mainly spend on my balkony, using suncreme, sunglasses, and even an umbrella to protect me fromthe sun, that I don´t get sunburned. I had a BBQ nearly every day and I was already swimming in the lake. Did I just dream all that, or was it true.

Help me, I am soooo confused about this weird weather. Really, I don´t complain easily about this, but this year it´s too much, even for me. Come and help me to find the summer. Where did it hide? Who took it away? Does it still exist?

Let´s gather and demonstrate against all that bad weather and rain, let´s find the summer, take a vow, all who gonna join me, please, there must be something we can do about this, we just need to help all together and then the summer will come back!!!

Have you ever locked yourself out?

Well it happened sometimes when I still lived with my family, but we always had a spare key hidden somewhere. except two times: Once, when I was little,I was at home by myself in the eveneing for about 2 hours. I was afraid, so I wanted to go nextdoor to my grandma, just dressed with a Pyjama. But my grandma was hard of hearing and was watching TV so loud that you could join the movie from the street, so she didn´t hear me ringing and crying. So there wasn´t any choice, I had to walk in my Pyjama to the place, my parents where, it was autumn, night and cold and I was very afraid. And then there came one of our neighbours dressed in something kids would call a burglar-coat, so I didn´t recognize him and screamed: "ahhh, a  burglar", but then he showed me, that he was just our neighbour and he brought ,e to my parents and there was the Happy End.

Also last summer it happened hat I locked myself out of my family´s house, during  day-time, but just in a bathrobe. I actually knew, there has to be a key somewher, butI couldn´t find it. I didn´t have a phone and I knew, the next person to let me in doesn´t some within the next hour and in my bathrobe I couldn´t go somewhere. Luckily it was summer, so after some thinking I remember our half open cellar window and I could klimp in there after some exercise and I found out, how easy it is to break into our house.

Well last night the worst "locking-out" happened: In my flat here in Erlangen. And I was alone, no flatmates here at the moment, if I´d once need them. I was here with a frined and we wanted to go to a pub and when we left I told him something, that annoyed me and I was so into it, that I totally forgot to take the key and so I wasn´t able to get back into the flat anymore and it was already 10:30. Luckily there was one of the girls in te flat above and I couls sleep there and totay after school my flat owners wife helped me to egt into the flat again, and I have never been that happy to be in here as this afternoon and evening.